Don't ever look back (:

Saturday, September 25, 2010

In the blink of an eye...

I miss everyone.

Especially the year3 trackers.

So many things have happened, we were once so close, but what has happened to break us all up? :/
I miss you as a whole, Track ):

Hmm most of us are inside i think.
I'm not sure why too, but i really hope that someday, we'll be able to train together, even if it is just once.

The six of us.
Feels really awesome when we're having fun together. (:

I really like this photo a lot LOOOOL.

Lastly, the first SKM group ♥

9:27 PM I'm awesome ^^

Once upon a time...

I was once a kid. Maybe still am.

But i'm a teenager. I'm supposed to be mature enough to understand and take things confidently in my stride.

But the irony is, the more it is happening, the less confident i am in handling it.

Why why why?

Just why do parents have to damn well quarrel over some shit?

It's true that children are immature and do not understand a lot of things, but hey, at least we all know they recover fast after quarreling.

Unlike children, adults, being the 'mature' ones, always like to 耍大牌.

To me, they always think they're right, even if they are in the wrong.

They just simply refuse to admit they're wrong.

So who are they to tell us we're stubborn, we're selfish and that we do not want to face up to our mistakes, because by doing so, they'll only be contradicting themselves.

Why can't adults listen to their own advice and FACE UP TO THEIR MISTAKES.

I'm really afraid that someday, i might just not be able to hold it any longer and break down.

I've been extremely paranoid, cried not just once but a few times already, how many more times do you want all these to happen again?

Maybe i'm taking things too seriously, but it's mentally wearing me down everytime you two quarrel.

I have to thank those people who have been around to help me every time anything went wrong, because without this group of people, i wouldn't have lasted so long.

When i was younger i didn't really care much because firstly, you two did not quarrel as much as you did nowadays.

Secondly, i was so naive back then i probably believed nothing that happens will break you two up.

I desperately need to start believing that again.

But putting that aside, i think i'm becoming more introvert.

I don't know what's happening to me also la, but every time people asked me 'what happened?', i just find myself getting more wary of my surroundings.

As much as i want to share my problems, i'll tell myself that no, the more you complain the more AA they'll think you are.

That i'll just end up boring them with my life, and they'll be running off in no time.

Life's just so complicating, isn't it?

8:22 PM I'm awesome ^^

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Motivation + Hardwork = Results?

During dinnertime i was talking to my parents about eoy stuff, so i decided to tell them abt the exemption thing.

said there was a total of 144 exemptions and that they're really smart.

to be exact i said,"你们又不是不知道我的 GPA 很差的！哪里 exempt 得了啦 -.-"

then they told me very nicely that nobody was born to have low GPAs, and that i can go overseas if i want to, if i scored well.

i know to many others going overseas is nothing, but you have to understand, from when i was born till now, the only place i've ever been to, besides spore, is malaysia.

even the prospect of hearing that i might have a chance of going overseas really excites me la :/

but then again, money is another issue la haha.

felt really close to the clique for the first time, even though my esther lee wasn't here ):

talked alot with siumin abt ppl with exemptions, esp full de.

am very very motivated now to study O:

zelin told us today that 4F had a few full exemptions and some partial ones and that really shocked me.

like hello? they were also once from 3F, and their grades had also once been cmi.

so if people from 4F are getting a gpa of 3.8 and above, why can't we do the same too?

i don't know if this is going to happen anot, but i'm really going to try for partial exemption next year, because i know i've had enough of all this slacking and i think it's really time to wake up.

after talking abt all this crap i think i shall go back to mugging physics!

only at critical angle la gosh ):

jiayous all for eoys too okay! ^^

9:15 PM I'm awesome ^^

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

"Because when it comes to dumbness, nobody can beat a 3F-ian in that."

Aww man i really really agree with that.

And the whole of her post, it's so true i wanna just go bang my head.

Esp the part where she said people can't blame 3F-ians for thinking we're stupid.

Shall announce it here officially:

I think i'm stupid, really.

11:38 PM I'm awesome ^^

Monday, September 20, 2010

Oh yeah baby my main mh acc is back :D

10:52 PM I'm awesome ^^