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Saturday, May 17, 2008

srysry
for not going to macritchie today haha
coz
i went to an island
apparently its called
sumakau landfill
hmph.

took quite some pictures
coz i was damned bored
even fell asleep in the tour bus
HAHA

okay
so let's see

the presenters for the presentation

the map of sumakau yepp[[:

some very fake plants

hmm
a very nice view from where im standing

a very daring person
oops
that is the chairman of cc

dunno what this thing is haha

hmm
my sis' had swimming lessons
so i was there too
took pics of it[[:

another view((:

okay
look at this.
isn't tis just OMG
i feel like jumping in

another view haha

yesyes im damn PISSED OFF
STUPID FREAK
WHO SPAMMED MY CLASS BLOG
AND WENT TO FLAME ME
WTH -.-
looks like i've got myself an enemy
[[:

11:06 PM I'm awesome ^^

Friday, May 16, 2008

wheeeee haha
since i have nothing much better to do
i shall type out
the homework i currently have
;DD

normal schoolday work:

1 shape poem
1 acrostic poem
2 haiku-s
1 周记
剪报(by next thurs)

holiday homework:

Life is great essay competition
international english competition
read 2 books and do 2 ace reader passports
journal writing-at least 4 pages
english skills builder-19,20,22,36 to 40
LA MCQ compre worksheet
创作比赛
<西游记>考查
剪报
maths project(with ching wei and lydia)
geog project(with yi xuan)

haha seems like a lot of work to me
sian haha
everytime got so many homework de
dun feel like doing them
xD

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10:12 PM I'm awesome ^^

damn it.
made my blog private
becoz of some stupid person

dunno what happened la.
but im not going to be bothered by that
hmph.

sry
coz seriously
i dunno what to write
i dunno what's flowing through my mind now
*sighs*

shall not post now
since i dun even know what to post
=.=

5:43 PM I'm awesome ^^

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
haha was damn emo today morning
got back science and chinese paper 2
phew luckily i passed them
but yea
passed them by 2.5 marks
for both of them
T.T

was damn sad
din expect such a low score
walked around in the canteen
during the recess
dun have appetite
although it was fried food day
omg zz

went to find nobelle and seokyin
told them
just had to share abt it
walked away again
went to find my friends
sat beside liddy
and just stared into space

saw seokyin
she came down
talked to me
tried to comfort me
saying it doesn't matter and stuff la
i dunno why.
i just cannot take it anymore
finally broke down
but not so serious as to wail la
i cried.

well dun ask me why i cried
but i admit
it was my first time
haha

nice timing
nobelle walked past
then seokyin called her
she came down
and they talked again

i dunno la
the more they tried to comfort me
the more i wanted to cry
it was really embarrassing though
4 seniors
and all my close friends

told them i wanted
to go to the toilet
went alone
kept washing my face
was very afraid that people
would know what just happened to me

went back
they saw me
i-will-be-there-for-you speeches
and suddenly
all the emotions came rushing back
tears started welling
again in my eyes
was able to hold it back though

went back to class
emo-ed for a little while more
and well
lessons started again la
very sian though
coz it was CID presentation

nahnah
shan't talk about it
it was very boring

oh yea trackers
let's play ballllllll tomorrow!
haha i've been longing
for some fun now
a break from the stupidstupid exams
hmph.

haha nightie ppl!
♥

10:27 PM I'm awesome ^^

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Ahha(:
went to JE mcdonalds after training
was damn early though
coz training ended at 4
(Haha) Boo.

all the way
from the school
to the bus stop
became really sick
Haha
talked about"eraction" and stuff
and alvin was trying
for all he can
to cover his ears
yea i think he became really horny just now
(:

went straight to mcdonalds
sat near the toilet
(what the?)
and went to order
poor alvin
too bad he is sick
okay err
both physically and mentally

bought mcflurry with hilda
and seokyin bought a choco cone
haha sort of waste of money
40 cents just for that solidified chocolate

sat down beside seokyin =D
and of cuz
alvin and hilda sat together luh.
*wolf whistles*
so romantic haha

alvin went to buy fries
the fries very fast finish ler
went to buy again
same sponsor though
well
it was eaten by monsters again
and then
seokyin asked alvin
to buy another
small fries
said he had no money
and din wan to eat anymore

haha and guess what?
hilda immediately fished out $2
for the fries
(what does this shows?)
*raises one eyebrow continuously*

whooooooooooooooo
okay and at once
it all started.
i know it was kind of gross and stuff la
but it was worth it
(:

dun puke alrite people
><
just guess what i did
i burped.
BURPED.
as in purposely haha

seokyin started laughing
thought it was very funny
so i laughed too
then alvin and hilda
started laughing too
.___.

haha yepp.
that was one unforgettable moment
remembering the smiles on our faces
and the joy we shared
it was absolutely amazing
Ahh.

well.
burped a few more times
make her laughed even more
and she even
bet her 2 boobs
on the fact that
she will not laugh by my "burpies" again

wow
couldn't keep her bet though
she laughed
not only once
but a lot of times
so if im right
i shld have at least a few seokyin boos
with me

alvin asked,
"eh
have you thought of
what you would do
to those boobs arh?"
okay fine.
and i was like,
"huh
use them la
go operation
and stick it all on you."

HAHA
it will surely look funny on him
dunno how many boobs
sticking out from his body
after the operation
LOL

alvin went to the toilet
was in there for DAMN LONG
we thought he was
erm sort of doing his business la yea
when he came out
said that he vomitted
EEWWW gross
oops sry
guess he ate too much fries
TT

after that
we went home yea
haha very funnnnn(:

6:36 PM I'm awesome ^^

Monday, May 12, 2008

mmm.
nothing much to say today
except that:
i screwed my malay test
lost 10 marks coz of carelessness

when my parents knew about it
my dad was like,
"you make me lose trust in you
how am i going to believe
you next time huh?"
and my mom was like,
"不是很好 lehh
如果你考得那么差 hor
你干脆 quit malay
去CC 学好了
花那么多时间
可是又考不好
真浪费"

so wad if 我考不好 huh?
一个test 罢了
那么紧张干什么?

Ahh stupidstupidstupid
I HATE EXAMS MAN
always seemed to flunk
many of the subjects
stupidstupidstupid
(sry,dunno why i keep scolding that luh.)

whew.
was very disappointed
couldn't they just encourage me or smth?
at least not anything to do wif criticising me?

asked around
and found out that
yea their parents dont criticise them
they encouraged them instead
how i wished my parents
were somehow
or rather
like that too
*sighs*

just waiting for MYEs results
to be released
then it will be followed by
scoldings and more scoldings
oh great.
JUST GREAT
*sighs*

9:44 PM I'm awesome ^^

Sunday, May 11, 2008

oh god.
how childish can i get?
okay i know this may sound lame
but yepp.
i talked back to my parents
because of
DONUTS

wth?
haha
i bet you are laughin' now
hmph.

they came back home
with lunch
and nice-eating donuts

yea and my father asked me
to put 2 bottles of sparkling juice
in the refriegerator
and i went to rearrange the rest too
what i dunno was that
my mom had been calling out
to see who wanted donuts
im not sure why i din hear it though

so i was in the kitchen
packing the spaarkling juices
and all my sisters were snatching the donuts
oh well

after that
i went to the dining room
to finish my lunch
and my mom passd me
the last donut
T_T

i finished the donut
and found it very nice
wanted some more
but was told that it had finished
you know wad?
i found out that my sis-
my greedy stingy sis-
ate 6 of them
6.
can you believe that?
and i only had 1?!

whew.
feel like calling her names
like suckers and fat ass
and i suddenly got all heated up
talked back without being able
to control myself

she shot excuses at me
saying whyy there were no more donuts
like i hadn't said i wanted
(i hadn't said i din want too right?)
and if my sisters wanted
why couldn't they have?
and i shouted wadeva
was on my mind
yepp.
it went on for some time
and my father finally endded it
by saying something like.
"人家买给你吃
你不感激
还在那里吵着不够."

and worse still
when i went back to the room
my damn sister could not keep
her damn mouth shut
complained something like,
"她很吵
你知道吗?
已经来房间就在哪里complain."
does that word"f***"
mean anything to her?

i thought sisters were supposed
to help each other?
if not
wad are sisters for huh?
why did she have to make that comment?
why can't she just keep her mouth shut?
because-
she likes watching me kana scolded
shes that kind of person
im damn well pissed off with her

so she got away with being greedy huh?
and im the one
who gets blamed for everything?
*rolls my eyes*

okay
i guess
nothing's fair
in this universe
*sighs*

guess i dun wan
to be kind anymore
im sick of being kind
they dun appreciate
what i have done anyway
it only wastes my time
and my money
i shall be selfish then
and stubborn
more towards the "slut-side"
is that what they always wanted?
HMPH.

well.
i think you can guess
how pissed off i am yea?

Aww.
hugging pom pom
will be such a comfort
haha
blah.
(:

5:22 PM I'm awesome ^^