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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

yayy.

how long did i not blog?

at least a month zz.

okay so.

had piano exam today.

i was so elated aft i heard i kena a male examiner lar.

cause males tend to be more lenient.

and then i had to go in and screw everything up.

i started with scales.

first one was okay.

second one he asked me to play E flat melodic minor third apart.

not sure if it was staccato or legato.

then i stoned there.

was thinking what third apart was omg.

then i replayed the scale thrice before getting it correct.

shittttttt.

and for sixth apart.

he chose the key that i played the worst.

somemore he asked me to staccato it.

err wow.

then the subsequent next few i also keep having errors here and there.

this is what nervousness can do to me man.

somemore the stupid piano keys so damn oily lar.

dirty lar wth.

my hands keep sliding one.

i dont like that piano.

so he asked me to play my first piece aft scales.

all was okay.

then at the fourth page

which was also the last page

i play until dunno where then suddenly mental block.

like, i memorised the whole song alr

so didnt look at the book while playing

so when i suddenly mental block i couldnt pick myself from where i left.

wah fck sia then i anyhow start from another place.

this piece fail alr.

second piece.

was okay.

a few random errors.

hope this one can pass T.T

hopefully third one also.

today sucks okay.

then he gave me aural.

first part is i hear this short extract that he'll be playing for 2 times.

and i have to sing out the bass part.

WTF I COULDNT HERE THE BASS.

and i think i sang the melody.

holy shit.

then he asked me name the cadence of the last two notes.

i said perfect cadence

which is also chord V to I.

then when he asked me name the last 3 chords,

i ended with the last two chords as IV and I.

which totally contradicts my second answer as perfect cadence.

dude im dead.

second part.

i have to sight sing the left hand of an extract.

he gave me the beat but i wasnt exactly listening.

i followed my own beat.

and when i sang the beat wasnt right

so i suddenly stopped to catch where he was.

and instead missed a whole bar.

so screwedddd D:

third part is one of the worst too.

the key of the extract he'll be playing will be given.

then at the end of the extract there'll be a modulation

which is also a key change.

so we have to say what the piece modulated to and the name of the new key.

i screwed up the first one he gave.

so he gave me another chance and played a second one.

then i screwed it up again.

cause idk why i jsut couldnt hear what notes he ended with lar.

i think fourth part is the one that'll pull me up man.

during lessons i dont like this part the most one.

okay so.

he'll play this piece once

and we're supposed to describe it aft he finishes.

so i mentioned

the

meter, tonality, form, dynamics, period and composer.

and he said okay.

which i take is a good sign.

cause he didnt ask me for more points.

oh btw i missed the character of the piece wth.

LOL.

last part was my sight reading.

in key of D major i think.

just played it lor.

expressionlessly .__.

aiya sure fail ler lar.

i came out of the studio then zao for school.

took mrt all the way

reached commonwealth busstop.

to see that 100 just left

wah so pissed

and btw when i got to sch it was already 1pm.

just nice for our last period chinese.

oh and i got in to the sch without anyone noticing!

the security guard disappeared.

LOL.

okay so anw.

because of the piano exam i din bring my worksheets for chinese.

sitting behind me was anna.

she also nvr bring.

then just ytd xuewen said she lost her zhouji.

and anna found it in her house and brought it to sch today.

cause i was passing xuewen smth ltr aft class,

i volunteered to shunbian pass her zhouji back to her tgt with mine.

so i just threw it on my table first.

then yangmehmeh saw he bushuang us.

at first he thought it was my fault.

so he was like .

"eh? why is xuewen's zhouji on ur desk ah."

so i told him anna found it in her house ytd and brought it today.

and that i only offered to pass back to xuewen.

then he started ranting to anna

"WHY YOU SO IRRESPONSIBLE.

YOU KNOW I ALMOST MADE XUEWEN COPY HER WHOLE ZHOUJI BOOK?"

then i was like wth whats wrong with you.

not like anna denied the book was found in her house right.

walao he pms.

then he ask me where my worksheets are.

so i said i forget bring.

he asked why.

then wanzhen told him i had piano exam earlier.

so forget bring.

then he was like "exam so what? not an excuse."

then he asked anna why nvr bring also.

anna just said she forgot.

no extra reasons.

then he dunno ate what sai and said

"why you nvr bring? you accompanied sheena to her exam ah?"

wtf it was like totally sarcastic can.

then while he talking halfway i turned to my left to face anna

and said "fcking asshole."

LOL.

oh yeah i was lying on the wall thats why i turned left.

then after that he left.

shit sia.

me jamie shoufong and xuewen went westmall kfc.

jamie so out she ordered fish zinger meal plus milo lor.

then the rest of us ordered zinger meal plus mug :D

very fun cause we were laughing and talking abt lots of stuff while eating.

who cares abt tmr's maths test man.

then left at around 4 i think.

they all came my house. :D

played with my dog and fooled around in the room.

two of my sisters also each brought a friend back home lar omg.

then the room damn cramped just now

and then left at err 6?

somewhere there.

and yay i didnt do any work today.

jsut barely memorised formulas needed tmr :]

tmr have class cip somemore.

2 to 5.30, beach cleaning at easp coast park.

i tell you tmr i go there slack and play. :D

wth im tired.

shall go sleeeeeep soon.

slept at 3am ytd and woke up at 7.30.

bloody tiring LOL.

10:46 PM I'm awesome ^^