Don't ever look back (:

Saturday, April 10, 2010

gosh i feel damn inferior.

9:36 PM I'm awesome ^^

"Some people need to know when to shut up."

okay i totally love this quote can.

some people are so blardy noisy today -.-

8:11 PM I'm awesome ^^

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

okay wtf i'm in a supersupersuper bad mood now.

had school in the morning til 12.30.

after recess was the pesa comp thingy in hall.

super tired, so i fell asleep halfway argh.

heard from kobe there was a miracle cause leeleemui smiled LOLL.

guolanhua didn't come for chinese today.

we're supposed to do some zuowen thingy but heck lah i'm not gonna do it.

asked certain people to do duty and sweep the floor then they show me that idiotic faces.

act innocent -.-

so i went to blardy sweep myself -.-

the class is freaking dirty okay.

during maths lesson choy pms like crazy.

she came in then started teaching, then halfway through she scolded yihao and siumin cause she says they keep talking.

but it makes me feel she's only using them as an excuse to scold people -.-

after lesson she scolded our whole class again.

like say what we always don't listen during her class and taken down what we're supposed to, then what sai lah.

she was talking halfway when i started packing my bag cause she was eating into the other's time alrdy.

she was me and said,"i'm not planning to leave yet, sheena."

so i told her i needed to leave for competition, then she just totally chased me out zzz.

slacked in the canteen with the others till 2.

went up class to suan certain people LOL.

the four of us went out to flag a cab first but apparently chang, steph and jiehui reached earlier LOLL.

both the cck and rv guys qualified for semis.

girls well. cck one got dqed :/

we clocked a timing of 56.49s to get the 12th position :}

yeap jyjy tmr okay.

let's aim for finals! :D

haha anyw myang, yihao, clement and yingjie came to watch us run today.

omg super touched D:

thanks yeah (:

it means alot to us, really.

9:29 PM I'm awesome ^^

Monday, April 5, 2010

lolol okay i'm not gonna mention who this person is.

and i guess it's even better i post it here cause he/she doesn't know i have a blog.

whey you.

it's not funny slashing yourself okay, you hear me.

i know what you're going through is tough, and that you've never felt this terrible before.

trust me i roughly know the feeling.

but still this doesn't bloody give you a reason to tell yourself you're useless and that you want to die.

this life is filled with uncertainties, sure.

what you're going through is just one out of the many who have already passed, or yet to come.

you're super close to me, i don't wanna see you get hurt.

i try my best to always be there when you need me, just like how you're always there when i needed you.

what you just did made me totally speechless and hopeless if you didn't know yet.

i feel damn helpless, because even words of encouragement don't work anymore.

what more do you want?

lol why i can't i just be a guy physically.

it feels so much better to be able to do things girls can't.

9:22 PM I'm awesome ^^

Sunday, April 4, 2010

GOSH i'm feeling what the lyrics is feeling.

okay sounds weird but who cares :/

Kelly Clarkson - A Moment Like This :)

What if I told you it was all meant to be?
Would you believe me, would you agree?
Its almost that feeling that we've met before so tell me that you dont think Im crazy when I tell your love is here and now.

A Moment like this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

Everything changes, but beauty remains.
Something so tender I cant explain.
Well I may be dreaming but til I awake..Can we make the dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share for a moment like this.

Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

The speed of waiting love of all.
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall.
So let me tell you this.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this...

Some people search a lifetime for a moment like this.
Some people search forever for that one special kiss.
I cant believe its happening to me.
Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.

12:13 AM I'm awesome ^^