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Monday, September 13, 2010

Today is an awesome day.

YAY i got lots of stuff on my mind that i wanna post about now heh (:

firstly, MY MOUSEHUNT ACC GOT BANNED.

oh great. early morning received this sms from myang saying "EH WTF. Your mh acc got banned.'

and by 'mh acc' he means all 3 of my accounts.

went "WTF" and started pointing middle fingers omg. -.-

while walking to my busstop the only thing i can think of is seriously mousehunt.

thought about how much time and effort i invested in playing it, and in just a simply click all this went down the drain T__T

and to think that the previous night i was still happily lying on my bed sounding my last horn for the day at 1.27am.

gosh i suddenly miss mousehunt alot ):

i know this sounds exaggerated but i feel very empty without mousehunt LOL ):

went to school, joked about it, but really it's hurting inside T__T

thanks ken yoon (: for pei-ing me talk abt it and devise a plan on saving at least my main acc.

for CID yangmeh wasn't here so we had 1.5 hours of free period (Y).

plus gohyonghang had a medical checkup and in unable to turn up for PE!

so yes we had another 1hr of free period after CID, and aft PE was recess :D hoho!

was talking cock with esther and ended up doing maths test papers (:

went down for recess 10mins earlier.

didn't want to let them off initially, but ahhh i'm weak when dealing with friends ): sucks.

so i went down with them luh.

whole clique was making alot of noise LOL.

choy cut her hair short omg. she was like trying to shoo us away cause she ps LOL.

was supposed to have chinese remedial after school as usual.

toh released us late then glh coincidentally walked past, so she was whispering to us that there is chi remedial uh.

precisely because she did that, and that motivated alot of us to pon LOL.

so in the end it became a class mass pon.

damn win one omg.

one moment we were having chem lesson, the next moment you see everyone suddenly packing their bags and trying to zao before 2 LOL :X

at first zengfeng damn guai one, sit there then say he still going remedial.

in the end cause of peer pressure, ppl like clement, zf and i ended up packing too LOL.

only louis and justin didn't pon lmao. think they went down for lunch early so didn't know uh.

while we were walking to jp haoxiang, euxuan and zengfeng went back to get their maths stuff i think.

then they met guolanhua (N).

faked that they didn't know got chi remedial, neither did we uh.

then ended up only they 3, alvin, louis and justin went.

ying was smsing euxuan during remedial, then he said justin told glh we pon hmm.

justin is seriously going to die already lmao.

whole day use phone in class but nobody report him.

so now we've decided to sabo him too. tell teacher everytime he use phone in class.

winner lah. opiquek.

oh yeah one more thing i feel like expressing my views about: peer pressure.

most of the time it's just (N) lah hor.

even up till now i still cannot say 'no' to friends when i'm supposed to :/

that's damn fail la gosh ):

this kinda sounds crazy yeah, but i kinda admire justin for the courage he has to tell the teacher we ponned lol.

first i failed to stop the class from going down so early for recess.

secondly i got persuaded to pon chi remedial with the others even though i was initially very against it.

thirdly i stayed at somewhere more than i shld just because my friends are there.

wasn't very happy about it lmao, left with esther early.

heard they left 3 hours after we did.

i don't mean any offence to these people who were involved la, i'm just saying yeah :/

and wah it's 11.30.

still have 3.5 topics from phy tys still undone.

and 1 LA compre, 1 读后感 and 1作文 la oops.

eoys coming in two weeks yet i haven't started on revision la goddamnit.

10:44 PM I'm awesome ^^

Sunday, September 12, 2010

I don't like clouding.

Read siumin's post just now and thought i should post something about it too heh.

Kinda have a different point of view from her haha.

compared to her i think i'm quite open alr lol :/

i mean, i don't go around blabbering my problems to everyone la, but yeah if i trust someone well enough i guess you can try to get the story out of me haha.

friends are awesome, and thats a fact even awesome people can't change.

but everyone has flaws, and well the reason why i simply refused to tell someone what has happened is because i don't think the person deserves to know lol.

i'm not trying to say i'm superior and they're inferior or smth la :/

but yeah they probably just don't care if they accidentally spill it to someone else, or don't really give a damn about what has happened or how you feel.

it's kinda stupid if someone chooses to confide in this kind of people, no matter how good their opinions might be.

actually i also don't know why i'm posting this :/

supposed to chiong physics homework and all, but uh failed la.

blogs are actually a nice friend to confide in if you think about it.

not really a pessimist in saying this la, but then we all know nobody is always 100% there for us when we need them huh :/

after having so many 'bestfriends', i can still safely say nobody will always be there for me lol.

maybe it's my problem, maybe it's not. i also dk lmao.

i've watched and sensed myself losing so many people at different times yet being unable to do anything.

it's just so freaking stupid because i'm so helpless and all.

i can't say i've never drifted away from anyone but most of the time that's not the case haha.

drifting totally sucks okay (N).

it's kinda sad too, knowing promises can never be fulfilled because of one simple reason: people drifted and they've already forgotten about the promises lol.

had been a victim of clouds for twice in this year already.

watched how they talked to other people and pretended you weren't there.

sucks to know you trusted the wrong person heh.

okay after this post ima continue doing my physics lol.

still got LA compre, chi zuowen, abit of maths and physics stuff to do sigh.

llm gives too much hw seriously :/

let's see how ima survive in school again argh.

tmr school will reopen and in 2weeks plus EOYs will begin.

and yay i haven't started on revision.

i'm so totally gg-fied.

wonder how 3A people study hmm.

we have a few common teachers yet our marks always differ by so much haha.

kinda jealous of them. okay lah its extremely jealous LOL.

can't understand why i'm so stupid lmao :/

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Gosh damn cute LOL :X

And ahhhhhhh, i think i need this:

4:35 PM I'm awesome ^^