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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

its just a simple life.
but why is it so difficult to live through?
others always say that
its only a small setback in life.
its expected
and its only up to us
to see if we want to try overcoming it or not.
but why do i find it so hard to accept
although i really want to trust and believe it?
don misunderstand me.
i don wan people to sympathise with me.
nor scold me or do anything.
obviously i don need a lecture right now.
i just feel like ranting lah.

common test, third lang exams,
projects,homework,assignments,
cip work,cca, piano lessons and stuff.
they take up most of my time nowadays.
i just realised
that it is pretty pathetic
cause does that mean that i dunno how to manage my time?
in fact,
how can 4 to 5 + hours of sleep.
be enough to pigs like me?
those who have went through it before
will seriously agree with me.
It ain't.

there is third lang test and higher chi common test tmr.
din bother studying for chi
cause din see the need to.
your standard wouldn't shoot up
just because you do and revise a lot of worksheets right?
makes sense, yeah?
am going to revise for malay tmr during lessons =D
dun care lah.
at least there is still a twinge of hope huh.

okay
recently my parents asked me to quit third lang.
they think its taking up too much of my time.
well,i can't deny that and i know its only for my own good.
but what they don't know is that,
in the first place,
i joined malay as a third lang
cause i think i will excel better in that
and it could help to pull my school grades up.
i dunno what's gonna happen.
will my studies or improve or what?
i dunno lah.
see my results.
gpa in first term: 2.4
second term: 2.3
dropped by 0.1
rather pathetic compared to most.
it hurts to get these results,
but then its what i deserved,
ain't it?
if you're meant to be stupid or noob or toot,
you can't change that.

stressful nowadays.
friends having serious problems,
my own dunno-whats-wrong-with-me problem,
and stuff lah yeah.
am very bad-tempered nowadays.
thought it was getting worse after each day.
can't stand lots of things either
and get irritated damn easily de.

eh at least there is smth nice to talk about in the end.
valencia is coming to rv tmr!! (:
steph joanne chew and me meeting her :]]
hohoho suddenly damn close to her.
LOL ._.

anyway
training on thursday is in the gym :D
so remember to bring your towels people ;D
warming up starts at 3.30 sharp! (:

10:31 PM I'm awesome ^^