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Saturday, September 25, 2010

Once upon a time...

I was once a kid. Maybe still am.
But i'm a teenager. I'm supposed to be mature enough to understand and take things confidently in my stride.
But the irony is, the more it is happening, the less confident i am in handling it.
Why why why?
Just why do parents have to damn well quarrel over some shit?

It's true that children are immature and do not understand a lot of things, but hey, at least we all know they recover fast after quarreling.
Unlike children, adults, being the 'mature' ones, always like to 耍大牌.
To me, they always think they're right, even if they are in the wrong.
They just simply refuse to admit they're wrong.
So who are they to tell us we're stubborn, we're selfish and that we do not want to face up to our mistakes, because by doing so, they'll only be contradicting themselves.
Why can't adults listen to their own advice and FACE UP TO THEIR MISTAKES.

I'm really afraid that someday, i might just not be able to hold it any longer and break down.
I've been extremely paranoid, cried not just once but a few times already, how many more times do you want all these to happen again?
Maybe i'm taking things too seriously, but it's mentally wearing me down everytime you two quarrel.
I have to thank those people who have been around to help me every time anything went wrong, because without this group of people, i wouldn't have lasted so long.

When i was younger i didn't really care much because firstly, you two did not quarrel as much as you did nowadays.
Secondly, i was so naive back then i probably believed nothing that happens will break you two up.
I desperately need to start believing that again.

But putting that aside, i think i'm becoming more introvert.
I don't know what's happening to me also la, but every time people asked me 'what happened?', i just find myself getting more wary of my surroundings.
As much as i want to share my problems, i'll tell myself that no, the more you complain the more AA they'll think you are.
That i'll just end up boring them with my life, and they'll be running off in no time.

Life's just so complicating, isn't it?


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