Don't ever look back (:

Saturday, May 3, 2008

ppl.
srysry
i know i have given you no choice
but to hate me
to dislike me

im really sorry
i hope you can forgive me
that is
if you dun mind
and that is my only wish
i hope so.

im imperfect
and everyone knows that
im not sure if im able to change
wad i have now
but
i will try.

i dun ever wan to know this girl
who is stubborn
who does fake actions
who doesn't care about what others say
and is called a loser
yepp.a loser

to (someone) :
i shall not reveal who you are though
so dun ever try asking me
but if you ever finish reading what i wrote
i seriously hope you'll understand
and forgive me
i know its best to be yourself yea?

so thank you for what you have told me
i appreciate it
really.
[[:

and jy everyone[:

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8:50 PM I'm awesome ^^

yepp im muggin now((:

ahha studying for history
stupid MYEs
after history then have
science
then geog
then maths
YAY
END LEEERR!
ahha

srysry overexcited.
shall continue wif my hisory
boring old history
wad christopher columbus
and magellan
aiya sian la

4:40 PM I'm awesome ^^

Friday, May 2, 2008

eeeeee.

ehem
accepted 3 proposals today
3.yepp.
ruth liddy stephy
AHAHHA

after sch
we took 97 to jurong east
and went to eat at KFC
so
after eating
ruth accompanied stephy
to buy the "present"
they came back
and we left
go somewhere deserted la
then they PROPOSED
AHHHH

ok
at first we though there were no more humans around
but then
after they went on their knees
we realised that an indian couple was in a car
and they were staring at us
as though we were madmen
AHHA i feel like bursting into laughter
[[:

of coz
i had to accept the gifts rite?
ok btw
the "gifts" were rings
AHHA
so it means
we are officially couples!
okok this is rather stupid
i almost ran away you know
and they were like so paiseh.

ahha
going down on their knees
in front of nana the great
boo.

ok and im not sure if it was accidentally or not
but stephanie
just planted a KISS on me
EEWWWWW
gross.
i almost puked.

yepp.but nvm
it was not the first kiss;
it was the second :D
i shall not reveal who the first person is:]]

a peel of the convo between mie and seokseok:

seok says:
Woaaa
seok says:
Come on man
me says:
ahahaha
me says:
jkjk
seok says:
AHHA
me says:
ahaha
me says:
i shall use a batt
me says:
boo.
seok says:
oie thats my idea
seok says:
BOOO
me says:
ahha
seok says:
i use triple A batt
me says:
then wad shld i use
me says:
hmm
me says:
i shall be different
seok says:
I USE HOSE
me says:
i shall use a shell battery
me says:
EEEEE
me says:
AHHHA
seok says:
STICK EVERYTHING IN
seok says:
THEN ON THE TAP
me says:
YEPP
seok says:
YOU DIE

ahha.
that was kinda of disgusting.
ahahaha
srysry
my mind is super polluted.
haha

9:44 PM I'm awesome ^^

Thursday, May 1, 2008

srysry :D

i see that its late now
yea.
and its
10.26
so 9 hours and 34 mins
to the first exam
aha

so i think i will "上" now
EH
DUN ANYHOW THINK HOR
AHEM
LOLS

ok
dun wanna be tired tmr
coz i think i will fall asleep
aha

then i will fail my exams!
wch is
obviously not good at all rite?
hmph.

gd niteee ppl><><

10:26 PM I'm awesome ^^

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

yay im back
LOLS.
just finished my piano lesson
and i noticed something

i always seemed to be 不爽
wif my piano teacher nowadays
i was like so pissed off wif her
for telling me where i went wrong
and i kept pressing wrong notes
and she was also like 不爽
wif me or smth
and her voice was getting louder and louder
i was thinking'"
why can't you just let it go luh
it will be like so much easier for us lo."
AHH

yea and i got so pissed off that
i practically dao-ed her
yes.DAO-ED her
oops.
guess i was very rude
and impolite
and waste my papa's moneyyyy
by ignoring her
oops.oops.oops.
ARGH

i think i alsop noticed abt myself
is that
i've become more emotional
i always scold people
though i can't seem to control it luhs.
srysry friends. T.T
din meant for that to happen

aha.
see?
i kana nagged mby my mum again
AGAIN
for not eating fruits.
why is my life like that??
someone pls pls tell me
hmm.
i think im gonna stop here
coz if i go on
yea i think i'll cry
[[:

10:25 PM I'm awesome ^^

yay hello =D!

AHEM.
lydia officially became my 老公
and steph too yea
well
too bad ruth was my 老婆
ok so its actually a 老婆 and 2 老公s
ok sry im being random [[:

ok lets see
went to macdonalds this afternoon
wif my 老公s and 老婆
plus a maid
wch is actually yi xuan
and
ate a mcflurry and an apple pie
big appetite?
haha

ok after that
we decided to let down our hair
AHHA so long and smooth XD
yea it makes me wanna reborn my hair:D
only that i cant
coz my parents dun allow :(

hmm.
MYEs are coming
jiayous!
LOL.sry im lame =.=

aha!
yes i remembered!
thanku so much
seokyin and nobelle
for the present and encouragement XD
compliments from your bestest junior ((:
yea.BESTEST(:

eh sry.
i gotta go mug now
study XD
lols im a 乖 gia.
you can say that .___.

ok before i forget
thanku thanku thanku people XD
dun mind if i go now yea?
bye-bye
[:[:

8:24 PM I'm awesome ^^

Sunday, April 27, 2008

OMGGG

my daddy is the best daddy ever
i miss him alr..
is like
he is just gone for 10 hours
and im already missing him
.__.

is that wad you call pathetic?
-.-'
nvm
dun tell me you dun love your daddy
that is rather inhuman you know

AHA
let me show you a picture
of my shoe bag
i bought yeaterday

AHHA
am very proud of it((:

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6:54 PM I'm awesome ^^

happy birthday yi xuan!
AHAHHA

AHEM
believe it or not
i was SUPER EMO today morning
yea,emo
and i cried T.T
dun laugh yea?

my dad left for bangkok at 8 plus today
and he woke me up before he left the house
to say bye-bye

it was like:
i woke up
i saw him
i extended my arms to hug him
and he hugged me back
and told me to be good
and listen to mama

and i just cried
tears stared welling up in my eyes
well
i tried to hide it from him
by squinting my eyes
as though it was very bright

im not sure if knew i was crying
but nvm
i dun wan him to see me in this state

after saying bye to my sis
he left the room
and closed the door behind him
i pretended to go back to sleep
but yeeaaa,
i was wide awake
and my whole face
was like..SOAKED

my sister is a pig
A PIG
she just went back to sleep
as though nothing happened
and i was like crying??

i plopped down on the bed
and lay on my right
sobbing quietly
but occassionally
a few sobs will escape my mouth la
phewww
my sis din hear
coz i told you she was a pig
-.-'

i just stayed there for a long time
with many more tears
rolling down my cheeks
(aww..) T.T

yeeaaa
finally calmed down
shush...
im sleeping
dun wake me up
AHAHA. ((:

12:55 PM I'm awesome ^^