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Sunday, September 12, 2010

I don't like clouding.

Read siumin's post just now and thought i should post something about it too heh.

Kinda have a different point of view from her haha.

compared to her i think i'm quite open alr lol :/

i mean, i don't go around blabbering my problems to everyone la, but yeah if i trust someone well enough i guess you can try to get the story out of me haha.

friends are awesome, and thats a fact even awesome people can't change.

but everyone has flaws, and well the reason why i simply refused to tell someone what has happened is because i don't think the person deserves to know lol.

i'm not trying to say i'm superior and they're inferior or smth la :/

but yeah they probably just don't care if they accidentally spill it to someone else, or don't really give a damn about what has happened or how you feel.

it's kinda stupid if someone chooses to confide in this kind of people, no matter how good their opinions might be.

actually i also don't know why i'm posting this :/

supposed to chiong physics homework and all, but uh failed la.

blogs are actually a nice friend to confide in if you think about it.

not really a pessimist in saying this la, but then we all know nobody is always 100% there for us when we need them huh :/

after having so many 'bestfriends', i can still safely say nobody will always be there for me lol.

maybe it's my problem, maybe it's not. i also dk lmao.

i've watched and sensed myself losing so many people at different times yet being unable to do anything.

it's just so freaking stupid because i'm so helpless and all.

i can't say i've never drifted away from anyone but most of the time that's not the case haha.

drifting totally sucks okay (N).

it's kinda sad too, knowing promises can never be fulfilled because of one simple reason: people drifted and they've already forgotten about the promises lol.

had been a victim of clouds for twice in this year already.

watched how they talked to other people and pretended you weren't there.

sucks to know you trusted the wrong person heh.

okay after this post ima continue doing my physics lol.

still got LA compre, chi zuowen, abit of maths and physics stuff to do sigh.

llm gives too much hw seriously :/

let's see how ima survive in school again argh.

tmr school will reopen and in 2weeks plus EOYs will begin.

and yay i haven't started on revision.

i'm so totally gg-fied.

wonder how 3A people study hmm.

we have a few common teachers yet our marks always differ by so much haha.

kinda jealous of them. okay lah its extremely jealous LOL.

can't understand why i'm so stupid lmao :/

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