Monday, October 17, 2011
Currently migrated to wordpress. Maybe will come back here someday. :)
9:52 PM I'm awesome ^^
Thursday, October 13, 2011
This post is gonna be damn pathetic so i'd advise anyone to not read it thanks.
Lol bloody fuck leh seriously, bloody fuck la. First because the phrase 'bloody fuck' has been playing around in my head for the past five mins? Secondly because im damn angry zz. Seriously fucking pissed.
Cmon la. I know im supposed to wash the dishes today. But wtf what gives you the right to push people around when you come at this time? He bloody told me "food so cold how to eat? No appetite lah." shit man i know i should help you warm the food but after your that fucked up comment... Whatever.
Knew you were in a bad mood but i asked nicely if i could go for an overnight cip anyway. And he bloody lashed at me asking what I've done to help my mom, to help my family. If I've actually read all the fucking newspapers and magazines(fuck you, newsweek). Then he scolded me. Seriously fuck my life im a screwed up piece of shit zz. Bloody teenager. Why can't you people understand - all i want is just to lead the life of a fucking normal teenager?! I dont want to be fucking tied down by family responsibilities. Why do always have to hide my emotions in one corner when the people around me are discussing where to go for holidays or what to buy tmr?! Its getting fucking untolerable lah shit.
Fucking screwed cause i know it contains alot of vulgarities, but whatever i dont fucking need anyone in my life. Fuck la now i want to cry oh man :/ come come. Time to drown my sorrows in my virtual world T.T
Lol bloody fuck leh seriously, bloody fuck la. First because the phrase 'bloody fuck' has been playing around in my head for the past five mins? Secondly because im damn angry zz. Seriously fucking pissed.
Cmon la. I know im supposed to wash the dishes today. But wtf what gives you the right to push people around when you come at this time? He bloody told me "food so cold how to eat? No appetite lah." shit man i know i should help you warm the food but after your that fucked up comment... Whatever.
Knew you were in a bad mood but i asked nicely if i could go for an overnight cip anyway. And he bloody lashed at me asking what I've done to help my mom, to help my family. If I've actually read all the fucking newspapers and magazines(fuck you, newsweek). Then he scolded me. Seriously fuck my life im a screwed up piece of shit zz. Bloody teenager. Why can't you people understand - all i want is just to lead the life of a fucking normal teenager?! I dont want to be fucking tied down by family responsibilities. Why do always have to hide my emotions in one corner when the people around me are discussing where to go for holidays or what to buy tmr?! Its getting fucking untolerable lah shit.
Fucking screwed cause i know it contains alot of vulgarities, but whatever i dont fucking need anyone in my life. Fuck la now i want to cry oh man :/ come come. Time to drown my sorrows in my virtual world T.T
11:49 PM I'm awesome ^^
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Sometimes, you just don't know. You don't know how i'm feeling. You don't know i'm mad at you. You don't know i'm disappointed in you. You don't know how much i want to tell you straight in the face that you're the source of problem making me sad but as much as i want to, i can't being myself to tell you cause it'll definitely hurt you.
Sometimes, i feel it's my fault(i really think it is), that i'm too picky but everything just doesn't make sense. It's like, we are more yet sometimes we are nothing. What exactly are we?
Sometimes, i feel it's my fault(i really think it is), that i'm too picky but everything just doesn't make sense. It's like, we are more yet sometimes we are nothing. What exactly are we?
10:33 PM I'm awesome ^^
Friday, October 7, 2011
Lol nothing feels nicer when you're made to feel like you're not wanted because they're all sharing secrets and can't wait for you to disappear.
Whatever man, thanks alot.
Whatever man, thanks alot.
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9:54 PM I'm awesome ^^
Saturday, October 1, 2011
Waiting and still waiting. ): Guess i'll try again tmr.
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9:45 PM I'm awesome ^^
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Oh myyy.
Reading this small paragraph from presentperfect, it says student athletes go through the fueling schedule of twice daily training sessions, regular classes and supervised study time. Come to think of it, if i were talented enough i might have considered it. Haha don't you think sports is so much more easier to go through than studies?!
Ahh fuck omg. 心不能安定下来.
Reading this small paragraph from presentperfect, it says student athletes go through the fueling schedule of twice daily training sessions, regular classes and supervised study time. Come to think of it, if i were talented enough i might have considered it. Haha don't you think sports is so much more easier to go through than studies?!
Ahh fuck omg. 心不能安定下来.
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9:03 PM I'm awesome ^^
Im so good at lying cuz nobody's ever gonna find out the truth. :)
My lies is so full of lies and guilt.
My lies is so full of lies and guilt.
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2:43 PM I'm awesome ^^
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Haiiii, bet you must be sleeping damn soundly now :(
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12:11 AM I'm awesome ^^
Sunday, September 25, 2011
What a nice way to post my 300th post (:
I hate how not confident i am of myself. Someone once told me i looked and sounded confident to him. I laughed it off. I never knew i was so good at covering things up (:
I hate how i constantly have to be assured that things haven't changed. People get sick of doing this, but how am i supposed to make myself believe that i still exist for a reason when my mind runs wild everytime the time is up?!
I really hope someday, somebody can take my brain and exchange it for a brain that is less blur but doesn't think so much everytime.
Life sucks when you wanna change a part of yourself but that's when reality sinks in and you know you're destined to be #bornthisway
I hate how not confident i am of myself. Someone once told me i looked and sounded confident to him. I laughed it off. I never knew i was so good at covering things up (:
I hate how i constantly have to be assured that things haven't changed. People get sick of doing this, but how am i supposed to make myself believe that i still exist for a reason when my mind runs wild everytime the time is up?!
I really hope someday, somebody can take my brain and exchange it for a brain that is less blur but doesn't think so much everytime.
Life sucks when you wanna change a part of yourself but that's when reality sinks in and you know you're destined to be #bornthisway
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Wednesday, September 21, 2011
I'm back to posting in this blog, because it is exactly what i don't want and don't wish for people to read.
If you find my blog by chance, then good for you.
Honestly i still remember what you've all said to me at that time. Really, i don't blame you guys for saying what you did, but then again i didn't say i wasn't disappointed after hearing them. You all said i was very much of a flirt, that i treated girls differently from guys.
I'm at my wit's ends.
From the time you said that, i've really put in effort to treat you people better, you know, so that i treat both genders equally. I've really tried, sometimes feeling awkward or cautious, but i told myself to persist because i was improving. Sad to say, congratulations to you. Because i think you've just successfully made me feel that after all these efforts i've not changed at all, in the least possible hurtful way. I feel so useless, so darn shitful lol, cuz whatever i do it just ain't enough :/ I mean, just look. Whatever you name it, i'm not good at it. In fact, i suck in it. No doubt.
So as i was saying, i don't blame you for saying what you said. I think i might actually understand it (okay maybe not literally but whatever, i shall understand it anyway!). Maybe you guys feel that you understand me when you gossiped about me behind your backs. Or maybe you people assumed that i was just as normal as any of you. Hah! You're wrong.
It's not that i don't want to, or that i don't enjoy going out with you people. Sigh the next part is something that i haven't actually admitted to anyone yet. It's fucking difficult lmao. It's not easy to go up to even your best friend to say that "hey, i think i prefer to go out with guys because i don't feel wanted or needed." Sounds really pathetic lol. Maybe it's my mentality but i swear i really feel that way sometimes. :/ Going out with only girls... From the way you people talk and move around, always makes me feel like you're all comfortable with the presence of each other and whether i am there or not doesn't make a difference. Somehow i don't feel so self-conscious when i'm around guys. Or really, maybe i just needed more guys around me due to whatever reason. Okay it might also be possible that i'm just a pure flirt lol. (I really sound like i'm finding excuses for myself)
"Do not judge a girl by her actions, for she has a story behind everything she does."
You people haven't lived through my life, it's not fair to come to whatever conclusions you all have just by being around most of the time. I have a life at home too, i go through things different from you all and vice versa, but i've always asked myself why i need to do certain things you guys don't have to. Even up till now i still think the way some of you behave is very spoilt .__. feel like a bitch saying all this.
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