why mus this happen?
this is so heartbreaking.
i seriously mean it.

nice day to post.
0808'08
but bad day to post heartbreaking matters
sigh

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that fucking bastard man
pimple face went to tell valerie
YES, OUR VALERIE
that she is going to be transferred to cross.
imagine how terrified she would be.
she told me abt it after sch today
said she was gonna transfer cca
and i was f***ing pissed off.

guess that decision really made me mad
went to subway after that
err then went home with joyce
met chang and sharon in the mrt station
told them
and they were like,
"wth larh him.
he can't do this to her lor."
yepp.
that's what all carrots i asked said
how disappointing

holy shyt him.
can't imagine this small-headed person
would have the heart to make pple suffer
let me tell you,
he doesn't deserve to be a teacher in this school.
HE JOLLY WELL DOESN'T DESERVE IT.
and im freaking serious.
he goes around hurting pple
making them do things they dun wan to
doesn't that fit the description of bullies?
yet it seems as though he is worse than one.

called nobelle.
told me she knew that ler
and that ask had asked coach
coach din even know about this.
so what gives that fucking bastard the authority
to just anyhow transfer people?
nobelle told small-head
that coach probably din wan val to transfer
and he was like speechless
said that we will discuss on tuesday.

is that what teachers should do?
make people go to somewhere they dun wan.
and make them cry and suffer?
well
this is kinda of obvious
but i dun think he has ever gone through this kind of sufferings
he only knows how to make decisions without thinking of others
what the fuck is this kind of teacher doing in our school?
sometimes,
its so disappointing
when you find out that something doesn't meet your expectations
especially when that SOMETHING
has expected alot from us .
sigh.

went home and cried
really couldn't bear the thought
of valerie transferring to cross
its so bloody obvious that i would miss her
who will run the 3.2km route with me in macritchie?
who will always be the one playing ball with us before training?
its surprising
that somebody can make such a big difference
its somehow like the quote
"only you can make a difference no one can."
how true it is.
somemore
the sec 1 girls
will be missing one small part-
valerie
everyone will always hav a part
no matter of who they are
just like us.
everyone will be sad and stuff
now that we heard that she will not be here with is anymore
(although its not confirmed yet luh)
and wow
its the second time im crying in this year
i have to say,
not many things can make me cry
:X
sigh.

dun go valerie.
you know i'll miss you forever.
once you leave,
nothing will be the same
training sessions will be different
and well,
that obviously means that
out relationship will not be that close anymore.
i can't bear to part with you.

well people
let's all wish for the best on tuesday
when we will be discussing about this.
don't give up valerie ;D